I'm asking myself whether i'm ready or not for this holy month of Ramadhan. I'm doing surgery during Ramadhan, which is good, since I heard surgery is not that heavy. I hope I have enough time to spend for Ramadhan. At the same time, i'm also worry, about the state of my spiritual strenght. True enough, 5th year was even more challenging than I thought.
However, my life is not about being a doctor. Of course I want to be the best kind of doctor I can be, but what would that mean if can’t be the best of a muslim that I can be at the same time. If I have to choose to excel in medic or to excel in being a muslim I choose the later. Before this I always thought we should not choose over both since being a muslim you have to be good at both, but the truth is, medic is hard. I never thought I said it. Yes it’s true, and I am admitting it now. So for those reading this, if you are not in medicine and are thinking about doing it, make sure you have a stomach to hold for all the nauseating hardship.
But for now, I am focusing on strengthening my spiritual strength. Without it, I cant be sure I can improve my knowledge in any aspect of my life. So get ready, Rejab, Syaaban and comes Ramadhan, I hope to improve myself to become a better person.